aishiteru <3

2008-01-23T08:23:00.000-08:00

MOVED !

http://black-teardrops.blogspot.com

2008-01-18T07:46:00.001-08:00

blog is going to be closed down . thankyou .

2008-01-09T03:05:00.000-08:00

sorry for not updating cuz was busy with bff blog and all. forgive please ? or there's no reader at all ? T_T

visit please ? http://bff-neverleftbehind.blogspot.com :D

schooling sucks T_T

2008-01-04T05:55:00.000-08:00

introducing BFF clan.

bFF logo created by willy soong.

willy soong
ʉ~(œ B F F œ)~ʉ
bff master

tk
™.::-»*[®-вff®]*«-::.™
bff Jr. Master

alex oi
вff.sdn.bhd
bff Jr. Master

beatricechang
australia bff master

Jasmine, Ying yun
Johor bff master

paulinekam

♥ ;b f f˟

bff *future* Jr. master wtf

andykhoo
๑۩۞۩๑ : 8FF : ๑۩۞۩๑

bff first leng chai member :D

fen leigh
ψ- B F F -ψ

2008-01-03T01:22:00.000-08:00

sigh, every bff member creating thier own logo =_=

♥ ;b f f˟

2008-01-02T22:03:00.000-08:00

wth wth wth.
i hate everything now TT
dont tell me i need to dye my hair black, PURE BLACK.
wtf.

2008-01-02T05:28:00.001-08:00

sigh,
i uneducated? you? look at your self before judging me.
who are you? my dad? you dont have the rights to judge me AT ALL.
i'll study hard and get all A's to keep your mouth shut thankyou.

hmm, school is starting tomorrow.
i am scared o_o
i miss o7
i miss the time when two retard come to my house everyday and walk me to summit for breakfast.
who? guess yourself. Lol

should i bring pillow to sleep in class tmrw? =_=

2007-12-30T06:14:00.000-08:00

if i could only live for another four year.
i would want to say iloveyou before it's too late.
i dont want to leave this world with regrets
and tears.
at least i could do thngs i want and leave here with a smile.
you're the only one that can make me smile,
like i got the whole world.
iloveyou.

sigh, in Leo's now.
cant online at home T_T
cant maple.
3 days only, and now my sin is lvl 22. i felt proud.
LOL. credits to willy soong :D

and, BYE XD

2007-12-26T05:57:00.001-08:00

sigh, i am lazy to reply tags.

so you may spam me in msn. deal? XD

2007-12-25T08:22:00.000-08:00

silent night.
24th December o7.
was at willy's house till 4 or 5. then went to pyramid for movie and countdown.
watched I am a Legend.
then played snow sprays till my hair damn wet ~ =_=
went back at 1am and chatted with tom till 3.

christmas with LOVE
25th December o7.
after church went to one utama to visit tomson.
he look effing blur ~ LOL
and i got my birthday present

pink doggy~

Mr. Robot

and my birthday card :D

2007-12-21T00:15:00.000-08:00

sigh, my laptop cant online TT
went to Leo's with willy and tk.
then walked to willy house and played with hero :D

around 8 we went to yum cha with ying yun cuz the next day she going back to Johor jor.
so yum till 10 like that then went back to willy house.
tk being the kind fella carry me back.
but fail D:

LOL then they gave me birthday present :D

adorable kan ? xD

2007-12-19T20:40:00.000-08:00

went to times square with fen leigh, Mai mai, Willy, TK, andy and tomson.
purposely go there for the roller coaster only =_=
willy made me cried T_T
then we sat those lame rides like merry go round? ahemm.
i sat with tomson on the cup thinggy then tk came in and turn that thing.
i'm like omgwtf dizzy and cried again =_=
tomson and tk keep saying that i useless cuz i went down.
then mai turned and turned and turned that thing,
till tomson vomitted. LOL

victim No1

victim No2

we scolded tomson for being so useless D:

siapa ini ? yeng-nya. LOL

willy soong.

fenleigh

maimai

who lai de?

MR. Nerd

monorail ticket.

bye times square D:

:D

willy & fen leigh

mai mai felling guilty for tomson and tk ;x

things you shouldn't do.

then we went to leo's and yum cha with andy.
andy's new clan, ids. i dont shuffle =_=

2007-12-18T10:53:00.000-08:00

my best birthday gift, his call.

2007-12-17T03:29:00.000-08:00

you was the one who took away my everything.
like bea said "she ruined everything" .
yes you did.
you even lied to everyone that you didn't make the call.
you lied to everyone that you didn't ask anything.
and called andy to lie with you.
made me and willy scolded andy.
and after that day i came to find you.
you still lying that you didn't make the call.
liar. betrayer.

2007-12-16T23:12:00.000-08:00

sigh i am hungry . anyone wna accompany me to have my breakfast/lunch ?

2007-12-15T10:01:00.000-08:00

christmas. with. LOVE.

after 2 months finally i had the courage to walk in to church from the main door.

i am tired. how nice if jesus could blog for me.

because he's the only one who knows what i want.

2007-12-14T07:06:00.000-08:00

today went summit with willy and tk.
went there to find mai and "yum cha"
yeah yum cha only, ended up eating in Mcd.
laughed laughed and laughed till cheok keng hoi asked "you so happy one?" -_-

willy went to popular and buy akaun book.
he paid with syillings. one whole plastic bag full with syillings LOL.

we four go play pool. then laughed again.
me and willy won okayh. i reapeat, WE WON! xDxD
cuz mai and tk damn lame. act like a pig to make us lose wtf.

we went back at 10.10
why not 10? why 10.10?
cuz mai was holding tk's phone and camwhore. zzz

lalaa ~ this is what happens when a lamer meets with lamers LOL.

2007-12-12T00:16:00.000-08:00

saw the holy water ? shadow says that the monkey is stubborn cuz he's not baptised .

-_____________________-

wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwft
theworkoksuckswheneverythingisNOTok.

2007-12-10T15:49:00.000-08:00

7.48 am

wtf i didnt sleep for the whole night .
thanks to andy lua . he cant sleep -_-
damn ghey right ? cannot sleep come kacau me wtf
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

wtf we are lame

2007-12-08T10:55:00.000-08:00

xiao tom zai roxor LOL xD

2007-12-04T06:28:00.000-08:00

I GOT SCAMMED T__________T

fuckerrrrrrrrr ! i dont know what's his ign -_-

2007-12-04T03:44:00.000-08:00

wth i am such a lazy ass .
why ?
ask my mom .

sigh , once i woke up and guess what i saw at my phone ?
a note , written ..

" please clean your rubbish dump . "

er , wtf ? LOL ?
fyi , rubbish dump = my room .

sigh .
i got nothing to do at home . besides maple -_-
then i kacau-ed willy soong

.pauline says:
oi oi oi

.pauline says:
willy soong !

.pauline says:
willy

.pauline says:
reply

.pauline says:
me

.pauline says:
hero you there ?

.pauline says:
hero reply me

.pauline says:
wtf i am such a lamer / retard

SIGH

2007-12-01T00:58:00.000-08:00

PMR results will be coming out in 2 weeks time .
sigh T________T i dont want to fail BM .
and my cousin got 6A's for UPSR , Yeah UPSR only ,
she got RM800 from her dad wtf >_>

and she dont even know how to spend money -_-
wasting , sigh .

fyi everyone , my birthday is near like NEAR ! LOL
let me write down a 7 metres long wishlist /gg

2007-11-28T05:38:00.000-08:00

outing at one utama .

omg today i woke up at 9.45 -_-
and it was considered late for aljer , samantha , grace and michelle -_-
and i was the latest to reach there .
had my breakfast at starbucks then we take train to kelana jaya .
while walking to the other side of the road ,
suddenly aljer screamed "eh ! got bus larh"
and we ran like mad chickens -_-

bought lucky star for andy and tomson ,
samantha say that i look like thier mother/sister
wtf -_-
watched stardust , and its really touching . i nearly cried -_-
then grace's sis brought us to pyramid and..

camwhored in topshop -_-

samantha's hair was soooo nice XD
i know my hair look black -_-

went to kim gary to had dinner and i saw the leng chai .
omg he's reallyyyyyyyyyy leng chai okayh *heartmelts*
and guess what ? aljer wrote my number on a piece of tissue and gave to him .
i like wtf ! then whenever he passedby me , he'll smile -_-
gawd embarassing ! T_T
then went to giant and buy pasta -_-
i'll eat it everyday ! trust me ! one day i'll be thin and wears size 6 . trust me wtf >_>

p/s: visit tomson's blog and see how gay is he LOL

and , i guess i wont reply tags anymore (:

2007-11-25T11:29:00.000-08:00

omg , conversation between me and andy was seriously lame -_-
and he tried hard to make me laugh ^__^

andy : Pauline , you are my idol !
Pauline : Really ? wow XD
andy : because i love doraemon ^^
Pauline : wtf >_>

and i made andy cry T_T

2007-11-24T09:38:00.001-08:00

went to RedBox to celebrate Beatrice's farewell today .

tell us we look alike >_>
i know she look way prettier -_-

Beatrice ; Samantha ; Me (:

us XD

new blogskin , inspired from Nicole Low Yen Yi the cutie XD
she was credited (:

2007-11-23T22:45:00.000-08:00

thanks to andy lua chun ming and i cried on the phone again -_-

he sucks . wtf >_>

2007-11-23T10:23:00.000-08:00

i need food !

fine , i am weird .

i bathed at 2 am -_-

can someone please save me ?

2007-11-22T12:32:00.000-08:00

LOL , look at this human / wolf -_-
i actually called him forest creature wtf .
VodkaIced : You seem so familiar , i did pq (party quest) with you before ?
xBueBue (wolf) : Yeah , think so .
Babylollies (me) : You seem so familiar . i think i saw you once in the forest before .
VodkaIced : zzz
zShadowPath : -_-
xBueBue : ...

i dont know whether she's a human either -_-
we actually backstabbed her , saying that she's ugly etc. when we are having pq .
when i am leaving , one guy call the party leader to add his friend which is her -_-
we all gone wtf okayh . just imagine you backstabb someone's friend right in front of that person . gawdd .

VodkaIced my three days darling -_-

2007-11-22T02:19:00.000-08:00

wtf , this camera damn chio weih *heartmelts*
gawd , i wants it ! if i could convince my dad to buy for me >_>

2007-11-21T10:06:00.001-08:00

enjoy the babyyemo . omg he's seriously damn emo i tell you -_-

when things gone .

2007-11-21T08:00:00.000-08:00

one month had just passed . time really flies .

21 october o7 , a day i'll never forget .

i'll forget it one day , perhaps ?

i know i should .

2007-11-20T11:16:00.000-08:00

wtf i am seriously lame okayh -_-

Me : tomson , wake up lerh . go bath then walk to work .
Tomson : you very free is it ?
Me : Yea larh :D
Tomson : then you "man man" (slowly in chinese)
*slams phone* -_-

Me : Andy andy ! get up now and go to work .
Andy : where got work so early wan ?
Me : got one . now you go bath then you walk to 1U . if too early then you mai walk to my house larh . we talk for 2 minutes then you walk back to work :D
Andy : whatever larh no energy to fight back
Me : you very sleepy merh ?
Andy : Like duhhh . today got one girl forced me to give her my phone number .
Me : wtf >_>

Me : Lai Tomson ! Tomson Lai ! Lai Tomson ! Tomson Lai !
Tomson : what ?
Me : nothing :D
Tomson : *snores*
Me : wtf . k lah bb -_-

i got nothing better to do .

damn my phone ringing cuz low batt . fyi , i only got 1 plug beside my bed .
when i charges my phone and my laptop will die too cuz only having 14% batt -__-

bye :D

2007-11-19T11:59:00.000-08:00

wtf i cant sleep !

i dont know why .

so i called tomson .

Me : tomson , go work lerh .
Tomson : LOL so early ?
Me : cheh , haven't sleep wan -_-

and willy ?

Me : willy .
Willy : what ?
Me : haven't sleep wan ?
Willy : Lol , dota

at least James is here to chat with me .

ahhhhhhh ! sien ~ sigh

2007-11-19T08:07:00.001-08:00

went pyramid to collet my 200+ salary today , 19 already today only get wtf >_>

when we went there the manager wasn't there so we called him

Me : kent ? i told me to collect salary today right ?
Kent : erm , these few days i not free .
Me : but you call me to collect today wan ?
Kent : but now i not free marh . next time before you come please call me first you dont just come like that *rudely*
Me : so when should i come again ?
Kent : wednesday larh , but call me first .
Me : -_- ok .

Mai mai : kent ? i am here to collect my salary .
Kent : today i not free .
Mai mai : could you please give me a proper date so that i can get my salary ?
i very busy wan ok .
Kent : YOU WANT YOUR SALARY OR NOT ?
Mai mai : want larh !
Kent : come on wednesday .
Mai mai : * slams phone *

WTF RIGHT ?!

"YOU WANT YOUR SALARY OR NOT ?!"

obviously we want larh ! or not work for what ?
come so many times and ask for what ?

and he sound damn rude ok .

wtf man , now we're not working for you and anytime we might be your customer .
with this kind to attitude i promise i wont fucking buy shirt from radioactive anymore .

i remember i warned andy and tomson not to buy any shirt from there anymore LOL

WTF WTF WTF o_o

veron tought that it was tatoo LOL
tell me my handwritting is nice :D

2007-11-18T08:55:00.001-08:00

i hate smokers ! thankyou D:

rewind

2007-11-16T08:51:00.000-08:00

i miss the time he call me and made me laugeh so happilly ,
the time i forced him to read bible everyday ,
the time he sms me during kelana jaya's campfire and i smiled like i got the whole world ,
the time he talked to me in the cinema ,
the time we sat at Mcd and laughed happilly , that day i passed by and stared at that place ,
and knew everything changed .

and i realised the past brought me alot of happiness .

22nd october 2007 4:59 pm . one message , and now i wont be crying anymore .

but i choosed not to reply , when i make up my mind everything was way too late .

its all my fault , neither his nor hers .

all. mine.

food mania

2007-11-14T20:35:00.000-08:00

SAISAKI Japanese Buffet ! XD

green tea ~

tell me i am fat la wtf >_>

strawberry cheese cake XD

and bamboo trees outside .

guess what ?

i saw Prince hotel ! :D

fine , i am lame -.-

btw , anyone going to Leo Gala Dinner ?

2007-11-14T09:02:00.000-08:00

i dont know what is going on neither what should i do .
perhaps , i should just stand there and watch o_o

in a blink of eyes one year had passed .
last year almost everytime go out with 9 chak
and so many things happend , argue etc. etc.
Me and Jason missed the past too .
the time they celebrated birthday , christmas eve , christmas , new year eve , new year with me .
and after i break up with ming wei i argued with almost every single 9 chak member >_>
i miss the time i sms with James Lai every night and teased me Lol
i miss the time we all had steamboat together on christmas and James actually used ming wei's phone to prank call samantha chong wtf . tell us we are evil -_-
after the quarrel and damn long we didnt contact although i always saw Jason in church .

and i miss the time i met him .
Beatrice : Pau ! our school got leng chai !
Pauline : WTF ?! our school got leng chai wan merh ? now only i know >_>
(sorry if i offended anyone , i dont mean it TT)
Beatrice : got larh ! i saw his name tag , Andy ! he's willy's friend .
Pauline : owh , i know larh . damn leng chai wan wtf -_-

and i asked willy soong for his number ? i ain't desperate >_<
then so many things happened ? Grace , sook yin and GYP (i'll never forget how he scolded me fucker -_-) came to my class and brought sooooooo many people untill aljer go report to Mr victor . Lol

everything ended after U8's IU day and after he coupled with Junyi .
then everything came back on 21st october , but still useless .

my days became so meaningless T_T

2007-11-13T07:34:00.000-08:00

anyone know where to buy powerpuffgirl candy / lollipop ?

tag me if you know thanks (:

2007-11-12T11:01:00.000-08:00

3.06 ^am

i got nothing better to do than watching Jay chou's MV and cry .
i dont know what to past my time untill tomorrow morning .
and no , tomorrow wasn't a special day either .
it's like usual eat , sleep , maple , cry , watch tv and sleep -_-
and my days became so meaningless , i dont know why .

i still rmbr i told everyone that straight after PMR and i'll tell him everything .
but i didn't , instead i waited silently ?
and if it fails i'll work till i forget everything .
but now , i refuse to work . stay at home and get fat .
for the whole i only eat 1 meal but i'll grow fat like nobody's business D:

i am such a failure wtf >_>

Willy : Pau , when gonna celebrate bea's farewell ?
Pauline : how i know ? o_o
Willy : then when gonna celebrate yours ?
Pauline : celebrate mine ? for being a failure which stay at home and cries every night ?
Willy : Yeah -_-

seeeeeeeee , evil kan ?

i miss tomson lai D:
that day argued because he waited very long for the security code -_-
lame kan ?

fine , i should brush me teeth and sleep -_-

2007-11-12T01:34:00.000-08:00

onethreeonefour x3

2007-11-10T20:37:00.000-08:00

fine , my hair is purple / blue now .

gawd i dyed my hair for almost 6 times already -.-

2007-11-09T23:12:00.000-08:00

my pink highlights ?

gawd , damn long didn't camwhore already Lol

and i don't understand why every single day my forehead must bleed -.-

2007-11-09T19:38:00.000-08:00

Yosh ! i highlighted my hair pink o_o

tell me i'm a sungai wang lala , lalamui or whatsoever which i wont fucking give a damn thankyou .

okayh , i was suppose to get aubergine purple but my end up getting pink .

and guess what ? my sis say my hair matches with my laptop -_-

i miss J.co donuts D:

2007-11-09T18:46:00.000-08:00

i want J.co donuts D:

anyone wanna accompany me to que and buy ? please ?

2007-11-09T00:43:00.001-08:00

WillYzZ] I will always be yours - i miss your smile i miss everything of yours said: see , you got good friends .

o_o and only now i realised that i got really good friends ?

samantha ♥
a true friend which will do everything for me / with me ? included sisha ? and ahemm , nothing (: and gave me a hug when i was sad ? make me laughed like a retard ?

Beatrice ♥
my twin sister . she ditched me after she found willy soong D:
but her jokes still make my stomach cramp Lol

mai mai ♥
i dont understand why she disagree with me(most of the time wtf) .
which love to camwhore with my phone till amir says that its not my phone -.-

fen leigh ♥
my 5 years best friend . sometimes i used to hate her (?) i dont know why . gosh , i am immature

cherish ♥
hurm , i argued with her for bazzilion of times okayh . for no reason .
we argued till i go her class and scold her in front of teachers . and now ? friends (:

andy lua ♥
the gay fag which make me laugh all the time .
teaches me math till he vomit blood .
and critisize me and make me kick him ?

tomson lai ♥
the guy which make me felt so warm ever ?
and said lame jokes just to stop me from crying ?
which allowed me to kill his character whenever i was sad .

willy soong ♥
which helped me so much with some condition (?)
and entertained me with lame jokes -.-
p/s : i paid him 50 cents to entertain me for 50 hours okayh -.-

Lol , long ? i got nothing much to update tho . so decided to update lame things -.-

2007-11-09T00:20:00.001-08:00

i wan sisha D:

2007-11-08T21:28:00.000-08:00

ughh , i am so fuckingggg lazy to update my blog and rely tags -.-

Willy : -.- mine is wayyyyy nicer :D

Cherish : that immature freak was gan yew pang and
yeah , pyramid 2 have J.co donuts ! XD

Grace : i notice that :x

Willy : willy is omgwtfevilguy /gg

Andy : andy ~

Tomson : tomson ~

Willy : i love Yosh XD !

Grace : a must ? o_o

Cherish : thankyouuuuuu ! x3

2007-11-08T06:40:00.001-08:00

Yosh XD is so cute ! :D

thanks to willy soong . heeehs .

2007-11-07T22:11:00.001-08:00

Heeehs , everything is new ! Yosh XD